to hear back from all the grad schools i applied at/interviewed with. the anticipation is KILLING me.
feel like doing nice thing is the “right thing” when so often the nice thing is overlooked and under appreciated. i’m trying to get over that thought though, because doing the nice thing is ALWAYS right, no matter who appreciates it or not.
i’m just trying to find the balance between being nice, and being a pushover.
day downtown with matt. went vinyl hunting (found some gems!), ate at our favorite dive, pretended we were rich and house hunting and FINALLY saw crazy stupid love. Mmmmmmm. I’m going to miss summer.
on christmas i was given a bunch of adorable kitchen items from anthropologie seeing as my plans were to move out west and get my own place. needless to say, those items remain in a box in my closet untouched. whenever i need motivation, i go through that box and look at all the cute things to decorate my someday apartment. i did that last night around 2am, but found myself getting depressed with my current state of life rather than motivated. i’m just not sure where i belong.